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Comic Pursues Vision While Losing His Sight (Originally broadcast Dec. 9, 2011)

MS. REBECCA SHEIR

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We'll return to present day Washington now to meet a D.C. resident and comedian who's determined to watch his dreams come true while he still can. Jessica Gould brings us story.

MS. JESSICA GOULD

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Justin Purvis has the kind of stage presence that makes him instantly recognizable even in a crowd.

MS. JESSICA GOULD

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But if you're sitting in the audience, chances are he won't recognize you.

MS. JESSICA GOULD

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Purvis first discovered there was something wrong with his eyes at Boy Scout camp when he was 12 or 13.

MR. JUSTIN PURVIS

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They all ran off in the night to go play capture the flag and I ran out there. I didn't get lost, but I just realized that I can't see anything. I don't know how these people are maneuvering around in the dark.

GOULD

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After a few years and countless hospital visits, doctors finally diagnosed him with Choroideremia, a degenerative eye disease that can lead to total blindness.

PURVIS

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I remember obviously feeling that the world was ending. When I talk about it with people, I say to them that was the point that my childhood ended, but I know that I still had fun and did stupid childhood things. But I definitely began to look at the world in a new way.

GOULD

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In fact, Purvis literally sees the world differently than most of us. Choroideremia is hereditary, linked to the X-chromosome. The disease usually affects males and it's very rare. Researchers estimate, only 6,000 men in the U.S. have it. The rate of vision loss changes from person to person. At 35, Purvis has 15 percent of his eyesight left.

PURVIS

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I use the term, when people ask me about it, I say it's donut vision or bagel vision if you want to be healthy, I guess. I have limited extreme peripheral vision. Centrally, I can see what's right in front of me, but then there's that section of the donut, all the way around, where it's completely, it's a dead zone.

GOULD

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On good days, he can still see well enough to navigate city streets and perform with his improve group. Then there are his bad days.

PURVIS

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There will be times when I'm reading a book and my eyes will just stop focusing and then, all of a sudden, the words just kind of just whoosh. And then I have to put down the book and walk away and, like, look at something very plain, like look at a white wall or something and try to get back to it. It's really annoying.

GOULD

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The worst part, Purvis says, is there's nothing doctors can do about it.

PURVIS

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What, what? Yeah, who called me? There you are, right there in my blind spot.

UNIDENTIFIED FEMALE 1

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How have your eyes been doing?

PURVIS

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I'm going blind. So, you know, but they don't seem to have changed much since the last time I was here.

1

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What's the smallest line you can read here?

PURVIS

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A-P-E-D.

GOULD

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For years, Purvis tried to hide his disease.

PURVIS

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If I tripped over something, I would stand up immediately and do like a gymnast pose to be like, a-ha, I stuck the landing. So I would just be the fool so you'd forget that I had stumbled over something or I'd run into somebody.

GOULD

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And he developed little tricks to help him manage social situations.

PURVIS

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Every time I meet somebody new, I look down at their waist to see if their hand is coming out or I've started, like, putting my hand out first to just beat them to it, to be like, yeah, or I'll just hug people. It's just easier and makes it fun because it's a little awkward when you just hug a stranger.

GOULD

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Of course, Purvis says, there are times when the difficulties of his disease and the fear of his future wear on him.

PURVIS

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I think, in those times, I think to myself I hope that I go to sleep and just wake up and have lost my vision. Like, I wouldn't have to deal with the waiting. It would be over and now I just have to deal with getting on with my life. But then I go to sleep, I wake up in the morning and I can see still. And I shake it off.

GOULD

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So these days, Purvis is doing his best to embrace his life, illness and all. Last year, he and his brother who also suffers from Choroideremia took a cross country trip to see America while they still could. A couple of documentary filmmakers came along and the movie about their experience called "Driving Blind" is now in production. Then a few months ago, Purvis quite his day job to concentrate on acting and improve.

PURVIS

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I think when you're rich, and back me up if any of you rich people in the house, you can do anything you want. It's almost like being pregnant, I feel like. Because when you're pregnant, you're like, I want pickles and ice cream now, and the husband is like, well, I just need leave, good perfect excuse.

GOULD

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Purvis, who has watched his eyesight diminish to a tiny fraction, says performing makes him feel like he's 100 percent.

PURVIS

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Getting on stage, having no idea what I'm doing, no idea what's about to come, just trusting that I'll make it somehow.

GOULD

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And in that way, life is a lot like improve, you can't control what you're given, but at least you can control what you make of it. I'm Jessica Gould.

SHEIR

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To see photos of Justin Purvis performing and to learn more about Choroideremia and the search for a cure, visit our website, metroconnection.org.
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